I see: major changes I need: to lose weight I find: nothing I want: control I have: sufficient I wish: to understand I love: nothing I hate: self-inflicted emotional pain I miss: my dad I fear: fear itself I feel: scared I hear: music I smell: nothing I crave: confidence I search: sincerity & truth I wonder: if everything has a meaning I regret: lots When was the last time I… Smiled?: 10 minutes ago Laughed?: Couple hours ago Cried?: last week Bought something?: Friday Danced?: Half hour ago Were sarcastic?: Last night Talked to an ex?: no ex Watched your favorite movie?: I’m not even sure what my favorite movie is… Had a nightmare?: Don’t remember What was the… Last book you read?: Controlling your fat tooth Last movie you saw?: Swordfish.. again Last song you heard?: Britney Spears - Slave 4 U Last thing you had to drink?: diet coke Last time you showered? This morning Last thing you ate?: a chicken nugget Do you… Smoke?: nope Do drugs?: I cannot safely put anything in writing for this Q. Have sex?: no Sleep with stuffed animals?: not on purpose Live in the moment?: I try Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Yeah, but it was a while ago Play an instrument?: nada Read the newspaper?: yeah Have any gay or lesbian friends?: not that I know of Believe in miracles?: Yeah, I guess